October 15, 2021
Kindly pray for me I am fearful of approaching death and going to hell/anxiety/stress. No peace and joy in my life although I went to church from my childhood. I was baptised in 1956 in my infancy and confirmed by a Bishop of Chuch oh North India in 1981. Later my father left CNI and was ordained by Anglican church of India. I also became a priest. On his passing away I was made bishop. But I did not believe in God/Bible much. I fell in sexual wrongs of forbidden proximity Biblically and other although I could not perform the act as I took to masterbation in childhood instigated by a Hindu boy. I was sinful and ousted from the church and my own house. Nobody cares about me and God seems